Yet Another Awkward Encounter with the MBTA

I was totally witness to the one kind of girl I hate most on the T yesterday. Not the kind you hate because they're obnoxiously brainless, but the really socially awkward kind who tries to make herself feel adequate by telling herself that she's the most important person in the world and her problems outdue any crisis occurring in some third world country. It's like she loves herself because she hates herself. So she gets in a really dramatic fight with someone on her cell phone (loudly) on the T and makes it sound like she's telling the person on the other line not to kill himself "No, it's really not worth it. It's going to be ok. You're going to be fine, honestly. It's not worth it, please don't be like this!" And then you find out later that she's talking to her dad. "I'm just going over to Johnny's... no, don't wait up. I'll go to sleep tonight, stop worrying."

Why do these people breed? Or better yet, HOW do they breed? She was obviously with some kid who she wanted to impress by acting all important, making herself look as though she's perfectly capable of understanding that her enourmous problems are all at the fault of some other person, and definitely not attributable to her overdramatic and socially awkward nature. The poor kid she was with looked so uncomfortable, like he really didn't care because he knew that she was blowing everything out of proportion. Nodding with tight lips and wandering eyes. What a shame.

And all the while I stand there and stare, confused. It's just so sad. You know she hates herself and she just overcompensates for it with obnoxiously overconfident behavior. It's really too bad that she isn't fooling anybody. Anyway, I'm over it.

I had the craziest bad dreams last night. So many bad things, from financial crises of all sorts... to rapists trying to knife me... to me punching a really obnoxious crippled guy (ok that part was actually pretty awesome) But honestly what the heck? Anxiety much? Tonight best be good. I need one of those "I save the world from total domination" dreams. Those so rock. If I could be an action hero it would be so hot.

QUOTE OF THE DAY:
KittinMitn: every time I see a black camry I think of you